Watched source code with ryan eevann. OMG super nice ehh the show! hahaha
met sying n anna for CS's present and then OFF we went town to meet ZY's gang.
i feel awkward and so out of place. its not the usual awkward feeling. now, i get it, the feelin anna felt it most of the time.
i'm quite emotionally unstable. green apples help though! you eat it and your tears just stop flowing. =)
i ate 2 apples today. eew sour but they are my secret pills.
we 3 were awkward at the chalet too. *SIGH.
i kept thinking that i wanna leave this place but we feel so bad. hahaha.
we went to the beach and had a great talk. :D
bestfriends are just labels, i get it now. labels are for potato chips, not friends.
you build a wall not to keep yourself from the world but to see who's caring enough to break it down for you.
hmm we finally left the chalet place, hugged CS. i don't find it weird, i just think that he's so tired and he should rest more. haha i pity him. ohwells parties are all lidat isnt it.
we walked to 53 bustop and take till kovan and had a cup noodle gathering. :)
meanwhile, i was sms-ing a guy who is similar to me. its just how amazing when u text that person and the person replied what you kinda expected. because we think alike. he's super emo at the chalet and i'm pretty sure he's not supposed to be that quiet even though he's usually quiet.
he asked me, oh so you actually noticed that i'm not myself today. YEP i feel the sadness in him. hahaha.
i guess we are facing the same thing though. he just wouldnt say.and i wouldnt ask, when he's ready he will say.just like me ^.^ finding someone who is really similar to you is super rare! from my point of view, i must friend him no matter what. i wonder if we will meet again . hehs.
'geelaa' more green apples pleasee
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