my star is gone

You weren't just a star that I couldn't reach. You were the whole sky that I could only watch.


EMOz
keeping a distance sounds retarded. its hard but its worth a try.
he reminds me of my primary3 bestfriend.
i mean pri1-pri3 bestfriend. she moved away and we became strangers ):
i didn't know the same thing would happen to me after 11 years.
it makes me feel sad, sad to an extend that everything doesn't seem to interest me.
it took me awhile to realise i can't always be dependent on 1 person.
that's because i will feel attached to the person just like a little kid clinging to his/her mother when first entering kindergarden.
i would say i still have my friends but its not the same anymore, no more special friend that stays right behind me. LAS.G lost it's meaning if it becomes 2 people. anyway, you weren't really into my gang thing. i'm glad that you are freed from this silly childish game.
i don't understand why did you see things so simply, to me the letter was important. to me, you moving out of las was a big thing and you just  LOL =(
i'm pretty sure we can still remain as friends. Who's gonna take the initiative? Me again? :/ How can this friendship last when you're always waiting for my text or sms? You won't talk to me if i don't talk to you.. weird huh.


i'm feeling that its so unfair that i feel that MUCH and you don't even see why i do.
to u it may sound stupid or ridiculous. to me, it means i care in fact i care a lot .
if that's what you want, i shall pretend that nothing happened, it doesn't affect me. 
lets remain as good friends then.
i'm pretty sure you will be fine. who knows about me. i might die halfway.
lead your life and i will lead mine afterwards. lets just cherish the remaining 4 months. 


i will be fine soon i guess.