听了王囧囧的歌，
有感而发。
这首歌，
似乎说出许多人的心声。
依然爱你，
曾经相爱的恋人分开了，是否不再关心对方？
还是仍继续关心，但选择了某种方式。
一种能够让对方欣然接受的方式。
特别喜欢这两句
‘ 世界的中心———依然是你
在我眼里，你的微笑依然最美丽。’
我不像以前的自己，你也有点不像你。
人是会改变，
人也会成长，
但是唯一不变的是回忆。
人对人的感觉，
感情不能够完全说变就变。
把感情收起来，
把对他的好藏好，
或许将来还能够继续做朋友。
曾经以为你就是我的一片天空，
现在我会寻找我另一片天空。
希望将来的日子，
能够在天空的某一端再遇见你。
回忆，我会藏好，永远记得你每个动作和表情。
就算未来的我们有了另外一伴，
在我心里一定会留下爱你的痕迹。
谢谢你所做的一切，
我答应我会过得比你幸福！一定会！
安琪拉
Saturday, 29 October 2011
Sunday, 23 October 2011
属于自己
这个世界上谁都不属于谁，
我们终究只会属于自己。
失去了心爱的人并不可悲，
可悲的是失去了对幸福的渴望。
想要释怀很难，现在的我还在挣扎。
或许时间能带走所有的痛，
或许时间也让我习惯了痛。
带着痛成长让人变坚强；
带着痛前进让人更有魅力。
自己始终属于自己，
别人无法给你的温暖
自己要学会克服。
如果能找到能给你无尽温暖的人，
记得把握这不容易的幸福！
安琪拉
我们终究只会属于自己。
失去了心爱的人并不可悲，
可悲的是失去了对幸福的渴望。
想要释怀很难，现在的我还在挣扎。
或许时间能带走所有的痛，
或许时间也让我习惯了痛。
带着痛成长让人变坚强；
带着痛前进让人更有魅力。
自己始终属于自己，
别人无法给你的温暖
自己要学会克服。
如果能找到能给你无尽温暖的人，
记得把握这不容易的幸福！
安琪拉
Saturday, 15 October 2011
HELLO IM BACK
im pretty sure to say im fine now.
(: proud to be a new 20yr old Angela
i've always wanna blog but i have too much things to start with too much things that's on my mind. therefore, i chose not to.
its such a hassle!!
hmm.somebody told me ''friends come and go, you'll have some friends at this stage of life but that doesn't mean they will be there for you forever.'' yes its eevannseah that brought up to me. HOWEVER i refuse to accept this statement. i mean why would i want short term friends. ): i want friends that can be kept forever. i understand that there are circumstances that drift friends apart and what they had left with is just old fun memories. that's super sad.
learn to cherish friends, make an effort to keep them, respect them and love them with all you have (:
(: proud to be a new 20yr old Angela
i've always wanna blog but i have too much things to start with too much things that's on my mind. therefore, i chose not to.
its such a hassle!!
hmm.somebody told me ''friends come and go, you'll have some friends at this stage of life but that doesn't mean they will be there for you forever.'' yes its eevannseah that brought up to me. HOWEVER i refuse to accept this statement. i mean why would i want short term friends. ): i want friends that can be kept forever. i understand that there are circumstances that drift friends apart and what they had left with is just old fun memories. that's super sad.
learn to cherish friends, make an effort to keep them, respect them and love them with all you have (:
Sunday, 3 July 2011
习惯就好
可能我已经习惯现在的生活，
全心全意想要投入这份工作。
利用工作逃避现实生活和你，
其实这感觉很不赖，至少我没有空胡思乱想。
对我而言，
我们已经和以前不同了。
对你而言，
我们也已不过如此罢了。
从相识到现在，
我一直相信你始终是最棒的。
至今，我依然觉得你很完美。
没有你的日子真的不好过，
看见你过得还挺开心的。
说真心为你开心是有一点假，
心里存有一些不甘心是真的。
或许我没有你想象中的那么好，善良。
对你，还想有那么一些些自私的占有。
这是很不好的习惯，我该把你戒掉。
没有你我还是我，
我不想连爱自己的资格都失去了。
在找回‘我们’之前，我不想迷失自己。
希望能够回到原点，从陌生人开始做起。
再见了，流川风
): 怪胎
Sunday, 19 June 2011
a note to angela
Rolling away from someone you love, doesn't necessarily mean you won't be back.
Pretending feelings aren't there doesn't make them go away too.
woah. i'm starting work tomorrow. new chapter of life gonna begin! i'm lookin forward to it and yes i have a little fear in me.
my 4besties
siangying is still in Vietnam working, anna will be striving hard to be her air stewardess.
eevann gonna start his university soon, ryan will be moving away nxt month.
i simply miss you all. yes ALL of you ):
especially ryan.. HAHAHA no more LAS.G? no right. its just a label, it aint important. we'll still be together as a gang. i'll master roller blade soon. (: never give up is your slogan, I got it when i saw you running and trying to make our kite fly up to the sky! kinda hilarious. and i miss those silly times.
To Angela.
i'm pretty sure you've grown up a little. i'm proud of you. Yes you can't control emotions but you're capable of controlling your actions and attitude. Ohwells. its tough but this is how it should be. Part of growing up aint easy, nobody said it gonna be easy. New challenge? i'll take it like a man. hahha just like roller blading. one day i wouldn't need to hold on to any railings.
imy a lot a lot~
=(
geelaatok
Pretending feelings aren't there doesn't make them go away too.
woah. i'm starting work tomorrow. new chapter of life gonna begin! i'm lookin forward to it and yes i have a little fear in me.
my 4besties
siangying is still in Vietnam working, anna will be striving hard to be her air stewardess.
eevann gonna start his university soon, ryan will be moving away nxt month.
i simply miss you all. yes ALL of you ):
especially ryan.. HAHAHA no more LAS.G? no right. its just a label, it aint important. we'll still be together as a gang. i'll master roller blade soon. (: never give up is your slogan, I got it when i saw you running and trying to make our kite fly up to the sky! kinda hilarious. and i miss those silly times.
To Angela.
i'm pretty sure you've grown up a little. i'm proud of you. Yes you can't control emotions but you're capable of controlling your actions and attitude. Ohwells. its tough but this is how it should be. Part of growing up aint easy, nobody said it gonna be easy. New challenge? i'll take it like a man. hahha just like roller blading. one day i wouldn't need to hold on to any railings.
imy a lot a lot~
=(
geelaatok
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
612 PLANET
在现实生活中，难免会爱上错的人。如果爱上一个人可以精心策划那就不是爱了，因为爱上一个人是不知不觉爱上的。你根本没有任何的心理准备或防备。你或许可以选择隐藏你的情感，但是喜欢就是喜欢不要有所逃避。喜欢一个人并没有错，错的是在爱上错的人。接下来是SHE的一首歌，想和大家分享。
滿園玫瑰 我以爲 找到我那一朵
認真愛了 卻狠狠 刺傷我的雙手
責備甚麼人也沒有用
玫瑰都紅 難免看錯
望著天空 愛是否 活在童話裡頭
小王子說 有些事 流浪過才會懂
原來每顆心都有個洞
找不到真愛 會一直寂寞
我但願有一個人 在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
不快樂至少 要有夢
一定會有一個人 在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我
擦乾眼淚 一個人 漂流在這宇宙
小王子說 愛一定 開在某個角落
路上相愛的人那麼多
我會幸福嗎 在甚麼時候
我但願有一個人 在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
不快樂至少 要有夢
一定會有一個人 在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我
我但願有一個人 在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
不快樂至少 要有夢
一定會有一個人 在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我
angela
Monday, 23 May 2011
23:32
11.32 PM Of 23 May 2011
i've decided to free myself from all these unhappiness. i've been suffocating for the past 5weeks and i seriously think that i might go insane one day. its like your emotions taking over control of your mind. you just can't think properly and can't function well. i mean literally can't function well, losing appitite; losing smiley face and can't focus well on what is actually good for you.
i thought i was strong enough to fix it myself. i thought everything will be back to normal, but its just impossible. its like i am not so ''logical'' anymore, thus making me feel like a mood-swing woman. i believed i have several ''victims'' that were affected by it. i'm totally apologetic about it.
hey, i'm aware that its affecting our friendship somehow. and i totally hate it. why am i so vulnerable in controlling my emotions. i don't know what is the best solution to solve this difficult situation. i guess being honest is the only way to free myself and spare you from all these bullshit you're getting from me.
i definitely have a lot to tell you, you're my good friend. its just ironic when you're the main cause and i can't turn into you and this sucks ): after 5 weeks of torture, i'm glad i took this step and make an effort to save our friendship. i would be greatly appreciate you if you intend to do your part as a friend!
give me time and we'll be back to normal. i believe i can overcome this. few years down the road, i will be thinking WHAT THE HELL was i thinking at that point of time? and by then, we both will be laughing at it together. hahaha..
:) happy lalala
i've decided to free myself from all these unhappiness. i've been suffocating for the past 5weeks and i seriously think that i might go insane one day. its like your emotions taking over control of your mind. you just can't think properly and can't function well. i mean literally can't function well, losing appitite; losing smiley face and can't focus well on what is actually good for you.
i thought i was strong enough to fix it myself. i thought everything will be back to normal, but its just impossible. its like i am not so ''logical'' anymore, thus making me feel like a mood-swing woman. i believed i have several ''victims'' that were affected by it. i'm totally apologetic about it.
hey, i'm aware that its affecting our friendship somehow. and i totally hate it. why am i so vulnerable in controlling my emotions. i don't know what is the best solution to solve this difficult situation. i guess being honest is the only way to free myself and spare you from all these bullshit you're getting from me.
i definitely have a lot to tell you, you're my good friend. its just ironic when you're the main cause and i can't turn into you and this sucks ): after 5 weeks of torture, i'm glad i took this step and make an effort to save our friendship. i would be greatly appreciate you if you intend to do your part as a friend!
give me time and we'll be back to normal. i believe i can overcome this. few years down the road, i will be thinking WHAT THE HELL was i thinking at that point of time? and by then, we both will be laughing at it together. hahaha..
:) happy lalala
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